me

me in Jan/Feb 2009

i miss my good skin
i miss my slimmer body
i miss younger me

i don't miss my hair much though.
I wish time was like hair that always grows back

i've tried tried tried and
Ends are all splitted apart
i dont know what i want anymore...

Timing really matters in life not just about boys but everything else too.

I wanted it so bad but it didn't happen so i've moved on.
now it's here
what do i have to do

meditation would help hopefully
like last time

i just want to let go of everything
and sleep for good